My Dreams (Gay Poem)

The sun looks over me,
like the God that put me on this Earth,
yet may have betrayed Him,
I have not lost hope,
for He will have mercy on my soul,
once the gates have open.

But laying on this grassy hill,
or thinking that God will care open arms to me,
will not help me with want I want the most.

The boy I am,
standing in a room with my best friend,
so tired from the walk we had.

We both sit on the bed,
but his pain surrenders on his back.

Yet, I am helpful,
and silently remove his shirt,
reveling his smooth back.

My hands slid down his,
but I can sense of love,
just by how he looks.

For that moment,
I let myself free,
and grasp my arms around his torso,
letting my love sink into him.

Surprised, he was,
he did not have a care to shrug it off,
but slightly turn his head around,
ans gave me a gentle kiss.

I soon came down,
when that gentle brush,
soon came out to be much more,
while our lips were sealed,
until he finally let go.

On the bed we lay,
my head at his heartbeat,
and notice that our heartbeat was rapid,
while I hug him some more.

Thus we lay there,
till our eyes cannot bear the dark curtain,
that covered the sky,
for the next day,
I would leave him,
but our love still and never will be abandoned.

How I wish that day would happen,
like the rainfall to let my gentle mind go into slumber,
or the sun gazing out on the grassy hills I lay,
what I want most is something that may never happen,
for my dreams are wanting to become true.