My shirts a mess with a stain. If i look at your picture again I'll go insane. Follow the leader i tried to do. But that led me to you. Crying over you was a mistake. I was blinded by looks and acted totally fake. My life's back together and i fit the pieces to. But I'm still sitting here wondering what the hell to do. I could grow big muscles to kick your ass. Funny how the tables turned so very fast.
With my best friend I'm done with that liar to. But here's something us girls tend to do. Blame the friend when it's all our man. Saying you did when you had no clue and couldn't understand. I opened up to you that much i regret every second every night i spent. Happy ever after i think not. You'll miss me someday but it'll be you i so givingly forgot. Now that my hearts stopped fooling around I'm picking the pieces off the ground. I'm throwing away the trash all the memories where i thought i was in love. When i was just scared that the rumors were true. But why was i scared when I wasn't even wanting you.
I guess to make this all and all I was dumb enough to think that if i did go out with you maybe you'd change. I was dumb to believe that you did love me. How could that ever be? Now I'm picking out the color of the sky. The wind is calm and i no longer want to cry. I'm sorry i trusted you with my heart. It'd be a lie to say you didn't tear it apart. Nail polish .Which color should i get?
Maybe red the color you most often forget.
