I didn't make a wish because i was sure you already knew. I blew my candles out for you. On my 14th Birthday I only heard You singing Happy birthday. Even though The room was Empty. Everyone was late again So i did the cake by myself. You would of been prouder than anyone else. I lit the candles played the song. Asked for forgiveness because u know I've done wrong.
New Orleans is a mess and so is Mississippi. Your favorite state. Where you took me when i was eight. I love the smile you gave me you made me feels so safe and strong. But when you died i didn't think I'd move on. Moms still drinking and still yells a lot. But if the battle she never wins at least she fought. Lacey's a pain and is always doing bad stuff. But i can talk to her when my days been horrible or rough.
I know I'm safe when i go to bed i picture you alive. Because your hearts not dead. It's inside of me living on I thank you dad you've made me strong. You made me get over the heartbreak and pain. You the reason I'm the weirdo singing in the pouring rain. Because i know your next to me singing the chorus. I know you'll always be here for us.
When I blew out my candle i didn't let a tear fall. I know your where there after all. I know your hand touches me when ever I'm scared. I know you dodge the pain. So my hearts spared. I want to thank you for letting me live on again and again. And showing me Dreams don't have to end. I hug my teddy and i pray like you said i should. I change the alarm clock when it goes off to early because you always said i could.
I'm glad when i look up at the sky My solider is the cloud passing by. Your the reason the tears never fall.
I didn't make a wish because i knew you were there after all.
