The Dark End of My Life

I am happy, always smiling,
There's always joy within my actions.
But deep inside my soul,
You'll find pain and great distractions.

Although I've wealth, health and family,
My life's still incomplete.
So why's my arm still missing,
And only three toes on my feet?

Comparing past to present,
Brings the answer to my mind.
I see bullies, bad relationships,
Thoughts which are unkind.

Misunderstood, my middle name,
Ruined confidence, lack of friends.
A broken self-esteem,
Stress of work I wish would end!

Your past determines your future,
It makes you who you are.
A b*i*t*c*h, a s*l*u*t, a genius,
A famous movie star.

But determined I am, to conquer my past,
Set my troubles aside.
Build a brand new life,
And dry up all the tears I've cried.

2 b continued again!!! (sorry)