Putting down myself in time
Wasting life just to find
A better way to live my life
Excluding otherâ??s glances
I live to find a life
The world holds so many questions
But no true answers
And the answer is what Iâ??m after
To prevent my life from becoming
My parentâ??s disaster
I can only question time itself
Itâ??s a long dayâ??s fault that I must wonder
If the hours weren't so long
I could die at a faster rate
No longer living
No longer should I have to wait
So many times it came about
Haunting me
Itâ??s my past
Killing me
I wonâ??t last
If I could skip to death
And not deal with this
I wish to not be even a memory to those
Who know me
Just to be nonexistent
Iâ??m an illusion that could never be
Those who live, wish for death
And those who are already dead
Wish for a last chance
For a last breath
But wishing and hoping can only go so far
Take your life into your own hands
Whether it means to take it
Become an illusion to haunt the loved
But still in time to be
Just ones lost world, a lost memory
Can anyone replace me when Iâ??m gone
Iâ??m the last of my kind
If there is someone out there for me
Its now your time to speak
Before I take away
What could have been your whole world
I will soon erase me
Either youâ??re not confessing to loudly
Or itâ??s too much for me to decipher
Out of the darkness no ones speaking at all
I was fooled into thinking
Your voice could cushion the fall
Donâ??t try anymore
People are starting to wonder
Why you talk to an open room
Youâ??re insane; I left that for you to be
Iâ??m haunting you forever
Iâ??m your lost memory
