I Knew You Wouldn't Check

Staring out the window
with the blade in her hand
resorting to the worst
because she's tried all she can
thinking if she should
what other people would say
she knew they wouldnt check
no one cares anyway
she missed him way too much
she couldnt take it anymore
slitting her trembling wrists
watching the blood drip to the floor.
thinking that she shouldnt
but doing it again
slitting her wrists once more
stopping the bleeding, now and then.

during the next day
no one bothered to even look
she knew she pulled it off
feeling like a crook.

knowing that no once cares,
knowing nothing she does is right
she'll slit her veins, and go ahead
and cry herself to sleep tonight.