Under Influence

Restricted to the unknown,
I have no control over this anymore.
Open my mouth,
And nothing comes out.
Voice dead, insides coming undone,
And I have no chance to be heard.

Blurry and I don't know my way,
Back to where I was before.
Don't like the person that I am,
The looks; the knowledge within.
This is the only thing I have control over,
Everything else is just bad luck.

You can't help but be you,
Itâ??s the same for me.
You take drugs; act whatever,
And I'm just going under the radar.
Don't worry; I'm fine,
Just something I have to do.

Influence of people,
Thinking they rule this world.
Stereotyped, pushed to the back
Of the ever growing pack.
Unknown, talent cherishing away,
I don't have anything left.

This is the only way I can
Change myself to fit into your world.