Falling From Hell

I'm sitting all alone
A state of peaceful bliss
Where I can truly think about
A world I really miss

I held on for the one's I love
I held on because I care
But this life I didn't choose for me
And it's falling to despair

One hand holds a bloody tissue
The other is under the tap
Tears streaming down my cheeks
Fall softly to my lap

I didn't want to do this
But it brings a craved relief
I don't want to carry on
Just take away this grief

I'm slowly falling from this hell
It's time to accept my fate
No one will catch me from my burning cloud
So in heaven I shall wait.
xxx