Final note*Goodbye*

by Andrea broken tears   Sep 27, 2005


Hurt so bad
Because it failed once again
I wrote the note so people would see
But the note lied just like me
I said goodbye to 2 important people
And angle named angle
And a girl named Christine
But what hurts the most is I never
Said goodbye to the one I love
But I'm here and alive
Trying hard to survive
I know I'll hurt you
I know I have
But what's sad about this is
I didn't have it in me
I pressed the blade to my wrist
And made a mark
Thoughts of you were flowing through my head
I feel so bad that people will read my note
Thinking that I'm dead or
I did what I said I was going to do
But I'm here alive
Hoping that you all won't be mad
For me saying that I was going to end my life last night
I still feel the pain of wanting the blade
But I'm here in school writing this
Knowing that when you all read this
Youâ??ll be sad because you all wanted it to be true
So maybe this will be my final note
The last thing you may ever read?
So I'm leaving now
I'm gone this time so forget what I said at the
Beginning of this note
This is the end I have no more to say but goodbye to some people
So Angle, you are an angel
You stayed by my side and helped me through
Keep your head up be strong for Mike
Xtine, hey girl
I love you heaps and I know I said id be there for you
And wed make it through but I just can't fight it
Mike, babe sweetheart
You will always have me and my heart
You helped so much
And I want you to know you had nothing to do with the
Pain
Remember that I love you
And to anyone else
I love you all
So this is my goodbye

GOODBYE!!

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  • 18 years ago

    by Torn

    No please don't do this!! For crying out loud i'm a stranger and i can see how many people love you. Hun i understand how you feel, maybe more than you think ok, and i know the desperation you're feeling, but sometimes i feel that whenever i have a sad poem or wateva that someone will tell me to stay, that there is a point. i'm just trying to do that for you.
    take care hun please don't do it.
    x x x

  • 18 years ago

    by dyingbrokenangel

    Andrea!! oh god!!lease dont!! please.. u dont how understand how much it willl kill me,angel and mike!! u cant d o it.. it will kill us badly!! we all love u y cnt u see that!! PLEASE

  • 18 years ago

    by I.Dont.Own.Emotion.I.RENT.

    Plz stay. i'm here for you. dont do this plz. private message me and we can talk. i no you can get thru all of this. be strong. i love you ~lex

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