Old best friends...

We have been best friends,
since God knows when,
we told each other everything,
so why does she turn to her then?

she's lied to me,
and completely ignored me,
i hate her when she does this,
i wish that she could see,

i love her to bits,
and i don't want to fall out,
but if this carries on,
i will fukin scream and shout,

she takes all the boys i like,
and she knows she does,
i hate her so much right now,
it must give her a buzz,

we never have sleepovers,
just like we used to,
i loved those times,
pity they just flew,

all i need now is a razor,
something sharp and shiny,
just to cut into my arm,
it will set my hurt free,

i am going to burst into tears,
i cant help but feel like shit,
i hate this fukin feeling,
it takes me to my depression pit.

*Michelle*