I want some one to be there
Someone who will really care
Someone who will wipe my tears
And wash away all my fears
I hate that I fall for all jerks
And I hate how they sit and play with my feelings
What did I do to god to deserve this
I did not one thing that could piss him off
Sometimes I wish I would just end it all
End my life
Filling others life with lots of strife
As I sit here crying I grab for a knife
Sitting…crying and thinking
Would taking my life solve anything
Or would it just bring hurt…
I choose not to be selfish
And im choosing to be strong
I’m choosing not to take my life
And to go on
Maybe someday I will find the perfect one
Hopefully soon…
I just wish the perfect one is someone I love
And the true one sent from above
