Things that scare me..

I'm scared of the shadows by the wall and the dark figures lurking in the hall.I'm scared of all the deadly creatures the creatures that sit around with complicated features.I'm terrified of the dark the dark which leaves a deep mark.I'm scared of falling asleep and finding out to never wake, just thinking about it makes me quiver and shake.I'm scared of losing my breath, and I'm scared of going through a pain, and violent death.I'm scared of sharp objects it spills my blood; the blood that reflects.I'm scared of all the anger it brings around all of the danger.And the danger just causes more pain, pain which has driven me insane.I'm scared of saying hello that's why I've always laid low.Because with a hello comes a good-bye. And after a good-bye is said, there's no reply.Sometimes a good-bye can last forever, and it can happen so fast, it's like a contagious fever.I'm scared to see people get hurt, but I'm more afraid to see me hurt. So I always need to be alert.I've been hurt so much. Pain shoots throughout my entire body with even a soft touch.I'm scared of you. I know I shouldn't be, but its true.You were my best friend, I never thought it would end.I love you still. And again I took the pill.(you know what I'm talking about)And in that there's no doubt.You know who you are. You left me a bad scar.But I'm scared of you. Who knows what you could do.I'm scared of who I've become, thinking about it makes my body all numb.I'm scared to let someone get close to me, in fear that we might disagree.I'm scared to be alone, so let me be the one to pick up the phone.I'm scared of the world, its a blur, everything is mixed and swirled.Don't try to help me with my fears. My fears are my tears.Don't take that away from me, its what I live off, you see!That's how my life goes.....

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