Obsession

She means so much to me,
No one understands.
Even though I never see her,
She's still on my mind
Day and night.

Some people say
I'm obsessed.
I say I may be,
But it's one obsession
I can't get over.

I think to myself,
If I could spend.
Just one day with her,
How great that day would be.

But I know
That I can't see her
For a long time.

I tell her
When I turn sixteen
I will come up and see her.

But I think to myself
Will I really?
She means so much to me now,
But will she then?