Now I KNow

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Never really was love
It was all just a big confusion
Times when I felt high in the skies above
They were all just an illusion

Even though it did seem real
I knew from the start, you'd break my heart
So I didn't know what to feel
Thought I did love you
But now I don't know what love is
Maybe I'll find out when I give you your last kiss
Our last kiss
They say you'll never know what you had until it's gone
Maybe, just maybe we can prove them wrong
Not everyone does last long
I swear I knew we could
Hoped we would
Really thought we should
But you've prove me many times we can not
Now when I look back at our thought
You know the one about you and me together forever
Well now I think of it as a never
Isn't that clever

Say you're starting to hate me
I'm heading for the same direction
Damn, can't you see there's a limit to corrections?
Too many times you've said you're sorry
Too many times I had to worry
I've envisioned so many stories
In my mind
That I'm ready to find
If at any time
You committed a crime
Murdering both my heart
And my trust
By resurrecting lust
Thinking in your mind it was a must

Say you're tired of the frustrations
Of not having me by your side
Don't worry I'm taking it in consideration
But honestly I'm starting to think you lied
Cause your beginning to hide
And I'm sure our love has died
Yeah I do want us to work out
But not if every time we talk I have to shout

The months we share I've learned to count
Did you know we're two months away from our goal?
That day we'd plan to celebrate
On how our relationship didn't exhilarate
Hopefully now it won't reach to hate

I don't want you to feel like you're locked in chains
Just for us to maintain
So we don't melt in the pouring rain
I don't want you to feel like you're the only one to blame
But it is a shame
When you add fuel to my flame
Making me think I'm just a game
That's when I come into play
Hoping you will stay
I start to say
It shouldn't be this way
Especially when I'm not with you everyday
You should feel like you want to be with me
Because you want to
Not because you feel you have to

Don't tell me what I want to hear
Out of fear that I'll shed more tears
If you hold this in for years
It will complex to a big deal
I've told you what it is I feel
And it's not how it used to be
Cause now I see
That what you told me
What you knew I'd fear
What I've been trying to heal
Has became real
You changed
As we continued to age
And because of that I've gained rage
You did tell me from the start
When we had to part
But never did I think it'd break my heart