Drowning

Pressuring myself not to do it
I lied when I said screw it
And I'm sorry if I die
No man can survive a pool of famaldihide

I can't take it, it's just too much for me to handle
So happy birthday me, I'll let the water put out the candles
And as another soul blows away

I chose to do this
And I'll dive like I'm boneless
You could kill my now or you could wait to the end
But as my lips turned blue death isn't just pretend.