Forever?

All I do is cry.
and crying makes me wanna die,
so do I cry or do I die,
ooh I so wanna die,
please my God help me now,
help me not to die,
cause all I do is cry cry cry,
I don't wanna die Lord,
but if I die I will not cry,
ooh Lord I hate to cry,
please Lord help me not to cry,
please Lord help me now.
Lord every night I ask you to let me live another day another night,
i thank you for not letting me die,
but right now Lord please I wanna die, so help me Lord I beg you please, help me Lord,

help me, I know I ask you to help my family before me but right now Lord I need you more,
so if you want to Lord help me,
cause I need you now ooh so bad,
but Lord i ask you first,
Lord is life to be like this forever?

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