Pills

Id like to show you a few poems
A few poems written between 3 and 6 months ago that I didnt think were suitable to put on at the time.

Wrote about 4 months ago
Ill take
One pill for my family and one for each friend
One for the pain I wish it would end
One for the blade Ive taken a lot
One for my confusion in hell I will rot
One for my dreams that never came true
And one and another and another for you
One for the people who thought I was just fine
And one for the others, expecting me to shine
One for the dizziness Im starting to get
And one for tears not cwite there yet
One for the promises you decided to break
And one for the parts of my heart you did take
One for the fake me it was all a big lie
And one for the real me and now I will die...