Pain, hurt, dishonesty and my broken heart

I thought you were my friend
It just all came to an end
I cant forget the words
Its my fault it always is
But you are 1 thing I miss
The color of your eyes
All the terrible lies
It was interesting
But also threatening
I say screw this world
All my words are curled and controlled
I just dont understand why
Sometimes I wanna die
It is pointless to be here
I will never cure
Cure from the pain
The hurt
The dishonesty
And most of all the broken heart
I shoshouldt off fought with you in the start
Theres one thing I did
I slid
And I shouldn\'t have because
I love you