Goodbye To All!!

by My Life Will Never Be The Same   Oct 1, 2005


Goodbye To All
Goodbye and Fair well.
I can't stand it,
Living any longer in this hell.

To my friends I love you,
To my family,
You guys were the best,
To the one I love,
Sorry I failed your test.

Goodbye to everyone I ever loved or ever loved me.
I can't keep doing this,
Can't all of you see.

I'm not happy like all of you think,
I don't know how to deal with this depression.
So I am not going to anymore,
Good bye I hope you all know this isn't an obsession.

I don't want to hurt any of you,
But without my love I have no life.
He was my everything,
My whole heart and soul, I wanted to be his wife.

Please understand mom and dad,
I didn't do this to hurt you or cause you pain.
You just don't understand the tears kept falling like rain.

I couldn't deal with it,
I couldn't stand to cry.
I couldn't stand to hurt,
All the freakin time.

I'm so sorry to everyone I love.
I still love all of you and I hope you understand.
So goodbye and make sure he knows I loved him with everything I had...
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OK I am not saying I am going to kill myself..But I am thinking about it..I know I usually don't write like this..But believe it or not my life isn't what everyone thinks. So please give me feed back..I don't want to go but part of me thinks I need to...Please give feed back..PLEASE!!!
Crystal

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  • 18 years ago

    by Desi

    Crystal ann hester! i dont ever wanna hear you talk like that now damnit im serious you know it scares the hell outts me..why are you sayin that shit? whats goin on...why didnt you tell me anything....crystal plz dont talk like that and plz come to me when you need someone instead of saying that shit..when you need someone im here! i dont wanna wake up one say and hear on the news that one of my good friends died of suicide! damnit gurl...you know how i feel bout this..and you know that your hurting the ppl who care about you..what would you do if you killed yourself..how would you feel if i done it too? how do you think all your friends and family care..what would you do if we all did the same when sumthing went wrong? crystal..i love you your my good friend..i dont wanna loose you...plz get help when you think like that..love you bye gurl

  • 18 years ago

    by Truest Lies

    Don't do anything so rash or so sudden.
    please.
    ask for help, if u ask loud enough, ppl can hear u. theres love and friendship out there, you just have to find it.
    oh, and listen to tara-kay, shes a nice person and she can help u, im sure, at least give her a chance.

  • 18 years ago

    by dora

    CrYstaL!!! please d0nt d0 anything stupid! y0u have y0ur wh0le life ahead 0f y0u!! y0ur inteligent and beautiful and talented! y0u s0und like a w0nderful pers0n - and i can tell this fr0m the p0ems y0u write! im here f0r y0u!! g0od j0b expressing y0urself but
    l0tz 0f l0ve d0ra
    -*x00o00x*-

  • 18 years ago

    by dora

    CrYstaL!!! please d0nt d0 anything stupid! y0u have y0ur wh0le life ahead 0f y0u!! y0ur inteligent and beautiful and talented! y0u s0und like a w0nderful pers0n - and i can tell this fr0m the p0ems y0u write! im here f0r y0u!! g0od j0b expressing y0urself but
    l0tz 0f l0ve d0ra
    -*x00o00x*-

  • 18 years ago

    by Brooke

    Written well. I have nothing to say anymore. I don't know. Written well.

    Brooke

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