My Love or My Life?

Maybe i should try..
Or just stay here
Maybe i should die...
Or am i too scared?

Depression is hurting me
So has my knife
The pain just struck me
There goes my life

The reason I've done this
Is over you...
I loved u and u loved him
What was i to do?!

Now i rest alone
Away from pain and fears
You come kneel by my stone
My grave is drowning in tears

Seeing you cry
Makes we feel alive
Why did i die?
I should be with you....Alive!

Regrets hurt me
Your pain hurts worse
Why couldn't i see
As i rode in a herse...

-Wesley