To Tell

The night is fading away.
and i don't see you wanting to stay.
i begin to have these tears shed.
before i begin to talk.
i wanna just runaway i wanna walkaway.
i don't wanna stay.
if your not.

i wanna get away from here.
I'm not gonna commit suicide.
that's not right.
that's not putting on a fight.
you mean everything to me.
but at the end you ended me again and again.

i don't know what i can do.
i can walkaway forever or be in your arms for life.
i do wanna be your wife.
but then again i don't wanna be something i was just wanting to take.
so really for now I'm just fake.

so hide the memories for no one to see.
not even me.
tell me you love me.
without thinking about last time.
give me a kiss.
without knowing what you did last time.

all i need is the feelings back.
all i want is the feelings back.
because to me right now.
i can't walk away.
i don't wanna walk away.
not now not ever.
maybe i say things wrong.
like one of those sad songs.

but i don't wanna lose you.
to me i have lost you so many times.
like killing was a crime.
just hold on to me.
until I'll tell you to hold me there forever.
or just to let me go.
because right now i have nothing to show.
only to tell.