End of me

Your lipstick on his collar
shh...dont even bother

you go around sleepin behind my back
you think brains is wat i lack

i know exactly wats goin on
for that simple reason I'm gone

i stay jealous for this simple reason
wat u did 2 my heart was worse than treason

i keep you in my mind
cuz i dont want my heart 2 go blind

why cant i feel anything from anyone other than you
maybe our love was something true

when i said we need 2 talk
you would turn your back and walk

now lookin back i know its not true
why did i fall fall hard 4 u

my finger on the trigger
the hole in my heart is gettin bigger

if i pull it back its u 2 blame
now ure screamin my name

if i put it down i must find another way
u wouldnt stay u still walk way

i found a knife to cut my wrist like a lime
if i cant have u then its my time

i place the knife on wrist
and i feel my heart twist

i think to myself wat am i doin
maybe if i found someone new it would be soothin

i look back to see ure face
but ure staring into outter space

when i see u dont even drop a tear
i knew u dont even care

i know its for the best
if i put this relationship 2 rest

this has been great
but i realized it 2 late

i need to move on so be gone
god knows im not goin 2 be ure pawn

dont come back 2 me now
other wise ill have a big cow

i wanted u back a long time ago
but watch me now as i turn and go

i hear ure words but i dont listen
my heart isnt really missin

it feels good 2 stand and be strong
i havent felt this good in so long

i cant believe i would have end my life
over a girl caught up in life

lookin back on all ure lies
i should have said a lot more good byes