Why dose it have to be over between us?
for me it was only the begging
i don't want to live without you.. what am i saying i know that i cant we have been together for so long i don't know anything different
i loved falling asleep to your messages and wake up to u saying good morning i loved the way you held me tight in your arms and i loved the way that you kissed me good bye
i saw you nearly every day...
now I'm all alone..
you told me it was not anything i said, that it was not anything i did...
you told me that one morning that you wake up you love me so much you cant explain the you said that some days you wake up and don't care if you see me or not...
why don't you miss me the way i miss you...
but heres the thing that gets me confused OK you still tell me that you love me every night you want to be around me all the time so whats the problem?
ask you over and over again what do you mean i don't understand but you just look at me with your sad eyes and answer i don't want to be with you...
thats when i couldn't handle it any more i started to cry, then you started to cry as-well...
all that was going through my head was OK why is he crying if this is what he wants then i got up and ran home i ran straight into my bed room and started to cut it didn't hurt at all well not to the pain that was hurting me inside why did it have to be over i still don't under stand it has to be my fault i must of done some thing i don't know but what i do know is that you really truly gone..........
