Nobody

Nobody understands me,
I don't know what to do.
Nobody is there for me,
Nobody understand what I go through.

I cry all night,
With noone by my side.
As if I'm the only one on Earth,
Just wishing to end my life.

The pain is so strong,
I want to let it all out.
I grab the razor by my side,
My pain is trying to shout.

I make a cut in my skin,
Very, very deep.
I'm hoping that will let out my pain,
As I sit here and cry myself to sleep.

I just can't sleep,
Not tonight.
I can see it now,
A bright white light.

I want to end it,
End this useless life.
So I head for the kitchen,
In search of a knife.

Nobody can stop me,
As if anybody would care.
A wasted 15 years of life,
It just wasn't fair.