Going numb

Oh isn't this funny,
i could almost laugh,
if i wasn't crying so hard,
here you are,
and here am i,
and we don't even know what to do anymore,
your carelessness,
has caused me too much pain to start again.
but here we are,
just like so many times before,
ha,
it's funny,
i feel myself go numb.
i can't cry,
just laugh,
I'm laughing at your face.
you,
the one i loved so dearly.
but it's gone,
ha,
and now it is i,
who will never come back.
the numbness reaches my heart,
and now,
ha,
my blood is cold.