Im With Daddy Again

Just sitting here and all of a sudden,
I heard a loud noise...
It sounded like my father...
Fire trucks;
Rushing to our house...
My father;
Had just committed suicide...

I was devistated,
Why did this happen to me?
What did I do?
How could I have stopped this???
Questions raced through my head.
I felt as if I was the one who took his life.
So I fled to my room.
Crying.
As if my heart was broken in two.

My mom came to comfort me
Both of us.
Crying in pain.
We both needed to be with daddy again.
Mommy went into the kitchen,
And started to swollow something.
It was out of some kind of yellow bottle...
So I ate them too...
Then, all I can remember, is waking up
In a place
High in the sky...
Daddy was with us once again.....

***Dedicated***

*Daddy, I miss you so much... Why did you have to leave me?... Mom, Chris and I will always have you in our hearts...*