Sinking

Ive changed, i suddenly see a new me,
and i dont like this change that i see,
nothing prolific seems to blossom from me,
i feel aimless and inexplicable, its scary!

i always thought i was so strong,
maybe im not, maybe here i dont belong.
reality is singing its infernal song,
making me feel i was never right, always wrong.

i feel defeated, and so taken over,
ive never felt so insecure and out of cover,
sinking pride seems to overpower,
beseige me, and pull me lower....lower...lower...