Dear God....

by Dahna   Oct 6, 2005


Dear God,

Yesterday the one I love broke my heart
Took my soul and tore it apart
I don't know what I did to deserve this wrong
Or how I let myself be deceived for so long
But God, I'm not mad that he did me this way
After all it is his choice to love me and stay
I gave him everything and he knows it to be true
But he decided I got old and he needed something new
Yet tell me please, will it get better or worse
Will I ever be rid of this torturing hurt
I know that even through the deepest sorrows I'll survive
But why do I feel as if I've suddenly died
Yet God, I'm thankful for the pain he's bestowed on me
Because now I see my dimmed view of life with more clarity
I'll love him until the very day I die
And for that reason alone I can accept his goodbye
He can leave me and shatter my undeserving heart
But no one can take away the joy we had at the start
And no one can question if what we had was real
Because deep down I know what his love made me feel
Although I've accepted it and let him go it still hurts inside
But I truly love him, so I'll set him free despite the tears I'll cry
I simply hope he finds someone who has what he thought I lacked
And to go through life without wishing to turn time back
But God, before my wounds turn to scars, or I learn to deal with the hurt
Let him find someone who loves him as much as I do, first
I gave him all I could, all of my world
But I guess it wasn't enough.....

Signed, a broken hearted girl

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