I tried to tell you forever that I loved you but I never built enough to tell that I loved you and when I found out that was to late April 2,2005 I was lost without you never forgetting that at 7:30 a.m. that I would never talk to you again and never see you again I was gone and I could not live with out you so as I put this gun to my head I think of you then I see you in my head saying no no don't do this to you self I no you love me and I love you to as I heard the voice I put the gun down to beside me and drop to my knees and cry and wonder what I was doing and keep thinking of you and I said to him I will love you forever no matter what I love you
