Life

Life
Everything went slow and silent.
I felt like that was my last moment.
My heart felt like it stopped.
My body just dropped.
I felt like I was letting go.
I didn't know where I was gonna go.
I felt this feeling like I wasn't real.
There was nothing I could feel.
I saw everyone that has ever been in my life.
But I didn't see a light.
My heart was still beating.
I felt like I wasn't breathing.
Right then and there I knew I wanted to live.
I didn't feel anything at all.
I just watched myself fall.
The whole time, I didn't know what was happening around me.
I thought If this is my time then let it be.
I just thought about my past.
I didn't want it to last.
I was reliving it.
I try so hard to forget.
I knew I was dead.
I just was alive in the bed.
I think God showed me what I lived through.
He let me know me know there was something I could do.
He showed me how much my family loved me.
And how he's watching above me.
I thought about s.o.s leaving me.
I know soon he will be needing me.
I felt that he was there.
As I opened my eyes, I saw my family right beside me.
They were always going to be there for me.
God gave me another chance to prove to him
That I deserve to be here....