My Loves Gonna Kill Me

As the years together go by
Each minute his anger intensifies
To keep him happy I surely try
Each attempt shot down, I just sit and cry

I don't know how much more my tender soul can take
Amazingly I made it this far without a break
Its building and swelling deep within me
I know eventually what my destiny will be

Each occurrence tears me apart
Then he swears that was his worst part
No longer will I have to be
Prisoner to him, he's turned over a new leaf

Then the calm sets in for awhile
I remember the person that wasn't hostile
I fall in love with him once again
A love for once I could depend

But sweet as it is it never lasts
Back comes the rain, I'm at the next crash
Though disillusioned by his recent decree
I realize again my loves gonna kill me