My light

For many years I have been waiting for the perfect opportunity, when I finally gain enough courage to seek it...My life turns upside down and my head hangs down in the darkest of places. The love you never gave, I had wished to give to you. But someone grabbed my legs and dragged me away.Now my demons feast upon my tears and my mind is lost inside the loneliness...Forgive me my friends for never saying how much you meant to me...Now I lie into the deepest of holes , wishing someone will pull me out. Every day the darkness grows and I am left weak. My body is surrounded by shadows, I cannot move. I need a light to get me out of the cave in which I now live in....Hopping you will be the one holding the torch and guiding me back home.