For My Eyes Only

I speak my last words
i breathe my last breath
put the bottle to my lips
and drink to my death

life is slowly leaving me
and once again i try
my head tells me to stop
but my heart tells me to die

i'm leaving this world without a trace
my past is now and forever mine
never will my past be known
only my saving lie

my broken heart will never heal
and my soul will never rest
as i prepare to leave this world
i raise the knife to my chest

these thoughts inside my head are spinning
as my soul is slowly dying
in a puddle of blood on the floor
i lay silently crying

someday, maybe, my past will be known
but for now it dies with me
for now it remains a secret
for my eyes only