Grandpa

Because today is the day
there was SO many things I wanted to say
but not its too late
and you know I can't wait
to see you again someday
and me and you have fun the way
we used to

It would just be me and you
like we used to do
always making me happy
even when I felt crappy!
I wish I told him I loved him one more time
before his heart stopped on the dime
if I could of been there the night he died
I know I would have wanted to die with him but I would just cry
and even tho his Golden heart stopped on Oct. 4th 2002 @ 6:50
I know he's ALWAYS with me

I wish I could tell him I never meant that I wish he would die and go away
so is it my fault of what happened that hot October day?
I know its not
but I wish I could have been with him on the spot
I wanted to hold his hand and tell him I love him and would miss him
but those chances were very slim
I wish I would of been there when he left
iI wanted to be there when he took that final breathe
when they told me he was back in the hospital
I knew it was over
and his fight was almost lost
but it wasn't really lost
because I know he's still here
he didn't just disappear

and Sarah Jack Jeremey and Jarred
thanks for being there for me
because thats probably the way he wanted it to be
try not to cry
because remember we all die
and he's still with us just in a different way
and he's with us everyday
he loved us all
and would never let us fall
were not on our own
remember...were not all alone
he's still here
so don't fear

Things happen so quickly and so fast
and love don't always last
people die
and we gotta say goodbye
but they always love you
no matter what you do
Ever one goes
and who knows...
you may not be givin
the chance to live tom. that's why u make every day worth living

Written By: *Megan**