Here I sit...

Here I sit all alone but surrounded by all these people.
It feels so dark and lonely but so loud and crowded at the same time.
I don't know why but I have the feeling that Iwant to cry.
I just want to get it all out but there's no one here to listen.
Listen to all the problems...
They surround me and crowd my mind day and night.
I struggle with all my sins and problems that stay bottled up inside, eating me up all the time.
I have the feeling that if i told you all, you would all want me to die.
So many sins to hide....
So many problems inside....
Would YOU listen or just let me die?!?...