I..still love you..?

You tore my heart
into so many pieces
one by one
and now I'm defeated
just take my soul
break me down
theres nothing here for me
i am no where to be found
can you hear me now
I'm screaming for you
I'm waiting
for you to finally see me
can you feel me now
I'm counting on you
I'm counting
the hours till you notice me
you left bruises
upon my heart
no one can fill it
when we're apart
i wanna let you go
and forget about you
but something just tells me
i still love you