Every morning i wake up and think
I wonder what will go wrong today
I wonder who i might hurt
I wonder who will hurt me
So many things cross my mind
I hate the mornings
Waking up seems so useless to me now
I wonder if they would care if I didn't wake up
Something in me wants and needs to know who really cares about me
Maybe I just hang out with the wrong people
Maybe I'm not good enough for them
Maybe they would be better off without me
I feel like the wrong person
I hate what I have become
Parts of me wants to become someone who walks around and doesn't talk to anyone
Would they even miss me?
Maybe the world will become brighter for them
I wonder if I will ever feel like I belong
I wonder if anyone will make me feel really loved.
This empty hole in my stomach just wont go away
I have tired to find the brighter side
but nothing seems to be going right
I just want things
For once in my life
to really be looking up
