Angers of the rain

Controlling is the answer
the answer of pain
the evil of disparity
the intensity of the rain

i fall flat on my face
crying outward
i hold tightly
yet they all let go

i fall down till i start crying
where do i fit in
who will like me
who will care

grabbing onto life
hanging by a thread
waiting for my death to come
till no one knows my name

yelling screaming, what now
pain and torture I'm down
evil comes and evil goes
till you know hell grows

where am i
who do i know
crying out
till i don't show

think you know me
think you can hurt me
well I'm don't
with your lies