Over

I thought it was over,
I was obviously wrong.
These thoughts in my head,
Theyve been there so long.

Only thoughts of suicide,
And the ways I could die.
The thoughts wont go away,
And I dont understand why.

I try to cut out the pain,
Make it disappear.
It doesnt help at all,
Just leaves me with more fear.

I wish it were over,
I want it to end.
I need to talk about it,
I need a friend.

I need you.