Selfish pig(anorexia)

My body is too fat
this is what im told
this information i am sold

they tell me i will be pretty
but only if i lose weight
although i thought i was at a perfect number,at my state

i thought my body was cute and curvy
but they told me my shape,my mold
had to go,this is what i was told

so i go home and puke till i have heaves
till i cant no more
then once im done,i collapse to the cold tile floor

i do this repeatedly
every single day and night
i think what im doing is right

breakfast,lunch,and dinner
i dont eat these things
even though for them my stomach sings

but im am fat
i am too big
all ive ever been told was that i was a selfish pig

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