Dear Diary, This is my final note

Dear Diary,

the truth has to be told
once and for all I'll take action into my hands
and now shortly after my heart will unfold
on how to one problem changed my whole life plan

people think I'm weird strange & funny
they call me a bum and say I'm poor
they laugh at me because i don't have as much money
my body aches it's very soar

this pain keeps on coming
i just don't want to put up with it any more
a gentle song to myself i keep humming
and my life is now hidden behind a sacred door

my mask is deeper then i ever show
to end it all seems to be nice
until i do something the pain continues to grow
would killing myself be the price

my eyes lite up and my hand has the razor blade
my eyes get heavy ...
and soon my eye sight fades
and the blood drips down

next thing you see is my body laying on the ground
i cried knowning this is what i had to turn to
and my family's heart are marked forever with a frown
but my dearest family i love you all I'm sorry i had to do what i thought i had to do

my happiness is now in a better place
and when your time comes you'll once again see my shinning happy face :]