What You Do To Me

I long for your touch
I need to know that you're here
I wait on you to love me back
But then I realize that your full of fear

Images of you run through my head
My wrist have become sore
The blood drips from my wrist
As tears run down my face once more

You don't even know
How much I really need you
We're just friends now
But what will that lead to

I know you won't understand
If I tell you how I truly feel
I'm afraid you'll turn your back
On whats truly real

Life has its struggles
You just have to learn to survive
But living without you
Is like being dead yet still alive

I go on living my life
Like everything is okay
But when I'm all alone
I deal with the pain in a different way

I push the blade into my skin
As I watch my wrist bleed
The blood drips upon the floor
This pain is what I need

I scream until my lungs burst
Until I can't scream anymore
Then I cry for hours
While laying on the floor

If only you knew
What you did to me
If only you knew why I did this
Then maybe you could see.