Beautifully Damaged

Our relationship.
Tatered torn.
We Survived it for so long,
then suddenly your gone.
What remains,
Are faded memories.
and broken dreams.
yet,
my heart,
is dying ever so slowly,
it's still beautiful,
yet damaged beyond repair.
and no one can help.
nothing can be done.
so,
sitting here,
writing,
thinking.
I know you did it,
but i don't blame you.
I Blame my self.
For Trusting you.