Not Enough

by Chanel Alford   Oct 12, 2005


Have you ever felt your spirit break?
Have you ever regretted your favorite mistake?
Do you contemplate chance?
Do you ever try to abstain from the dance?
Is it hard to be you without me?
Why is it only my love that you can\'t see?
Why do you side with that of doubt?
Is love easy when it\'s me you have to live without?
Can life be easy when half of you is away?
Hoping, praying, dreaming that tomorrow will be a better day?
Can a soul exist without its mate?
Is it possible to live in such a state?
I could not, cannot do it so
I just can\'t let it go
To not be with The One?
Who is your stars, your moon, your sun?
To know that each night I cause them tears?
Knowing that each second to them feels like years?
Having them spend each day
Knowing that I took my love away?
My paramour, sweetheart, meilleur ami
How would I be able, their heart\'s tears I see?
Is it possible to be that tough?
To let someone that means the world to you know that their love isn\'t enough?
Could I possibly learn to be OK?
Knowing that my actions cause them hurt every minute of the day?
Having them cry for me?
Crushing their heart with every breath taken to be?
Letting them know that I am not something they deserve or earned?
That I am not the thing for which they have yearned?
Can I possibly allow my soul mate to live without my heart?
To allow a world of despair to start?
Of course I know that darkness doesn\'t last too long
I know that eventually again, they\'ll hear love\'s song
But I can\'t be that strong or that tough
But maybe you can start by explaining to me sweetheart, how my love for you is not enough?

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