Wha Should I do?

If the words I want to say is need to be flirter,
If the actions I want to do have to be controlled,
Then what should I do?

Fall in love with someone is a mistake,
Dont say the word, I Love you may lose the one.
Wish to be with someone who you love, is a sin.
And care for someone a lot, is wrong.
Then what should I do?

Is it my fault, if I fall in love with you?
I never say, I love you to you at all,
Although Im sure you know I love you.
Why would you worry about me and my love,
If I know, I never can say a word called I love you to you?
Now, what should I Do?

I swear I did try my best to cross you out of mind.
I swear I was so lost without you in my world.
I swear I love you so much more than words.
And I swear, Now, I dont know what I should do?

To the one I love, I am sorry for loving you.
But, just dont run away from me because I love you.
I know the world knows I love you, and so do you.
But, just pretend you dont know if I never say it to you.
Now, what should I do?

Do you know when you love someone, you wont feel the pains?
And that is exactly what is going on with me.
You are trying your best to get rid from me,
But your way never seems to succeed.
Although you said you already gave so much signs.
Now, what should I do?

Can you just please give me one try to love you?
Can you just please understand that I wont hurt you?
Can you just please........
Because now, I dont know what I should do.