ABOUT ME

by Jamey   Oct 14, 2005


Don't judge me by the scars on my wrists
I hate my life,I am willing to take the risk
Of one day cutting too deep as I lay on the bathroom floor watching my pain seep away
You may say there are other ways, but not for me they cant take my pain away
I am so tired of wearing this mask
putting on a smile in front of the crowd
and when I am alone I feel like screaming out loud
I don't hate you I hate the way I feel I hate me, I don't know how to deal
Don't blame yourself
it will be alright, just please remember to keep me in your prayers at night
I am trying to hold on
but its getting really hard
don't you think it would be
tough going through life
with no one knowing who
you really are.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Jamey

    IT IS SO VERY HARD AND ITS LIKE BEING IN A CROWDED ROOM AND SCREAMING FOR HELP AND NO ONE EVEN LOOKS UP. I FEEL LIKE I AM DROWNDING IN MY OWN PAIN AND IT SUCKSBECAUSE I HAVE NEVER HAD ANYONE TO TALK TO ABOUT THE PAIN THAT I AM CONSTANTLY FEELING. THANKS FOR LISTENING AND IT FEELS BETTER HAVING SOMEONE THAT UNDERSTANDSAND DOESNT THINK I AM A FREAK.

  • 18 years ago

    by Shnivel

    Hey, I feel exactly the same way, like no-one understands me or knows the real me cos I'm constantly wearing this mask. it's tough, tell me about it, but hang in there!
    xxShnivelxx

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