Do I Deserve This?

(By Shu)

It's like i can't breathe,
Not when you're around.
Screaming at me like i'm nothing,
Treating me like nothing.

I was born to be loved,
Born to feel that someone cares.
You don't do any of that,
It's like i don't matter to anyone.

It's like i can't breathe,
Trapped here forever.
Just feel the pain myself,
While others feel joy and happiness.

Do i deserve this?
Have i done something wrong?
Why does pain and fear keep coming back?
Back to haunt me.

I tried to think it didn't matter,
Thought it would soon be gone.
I was stupid to think that,
Obviously it would last on.

I sometimes wish i can leave this world,
To leave all my problems..
To not feel fear and pain,
And leave this cruel cruel world..