Break My Heart

Break my heart
And watch it bleed.
I\'ll never be
The thing you need.
Smash it into pieces and shreds
You\'ve already become
One of my regrets.

Listen close
And hear me scream.
I wish it was
Just a bad dream.
If I could wake up from this nightmare I\'m living
Maybe I could escape
From the pain that you\'re giving.

Look into my eyes
And watch me cry.
See these tears.
My sobs of pain
My cries agonize
No-body hears.

Look at my hands
As they rip pictures up
Me and you laughing
Me and you smiling
Look at my hands as they rip memories to shreds.
Because now you are huge on
My list of regrets.
Holding the lighter
Trying to burn
The poem that you wrote me
oh how I yearn.
I tried
But I\'m unable
Because I\'m holding on so tight.

Staring at that note
At your writing
Your beautiful messy writing.

BREAK MY HEART
And watch it bleed.
YOU\'LL ALWAYS BE
The thing I need.

Remember when you called me an angel?
You were wrong
Because angels don\'t bleed.
Angels don\'t desire
Angels don\'t need.

Your angel is bleeding.
There is nothing left.
My heart has been stolen
It wasn\'t love, it was theft.

Going, going, gone.
Now I am all alone.
All alone.
going SeNiLe.......

I\'m insane.
This is what love does to me.

You took my heart.
You broke it.
And then you watched your angel bleed.
I am not good enough.
I\'m sorry
I\'m not the thing you need.

-Amanda Bestvater
Octobre 14, Ã?5