Mom, i thought you understood...

Mom, i thought i could tell you...
i didn't want to,
but i tried to do the right thing...
i wanted you to know,
there was a grand baby on the way..
even tho on my finger,
was not a ring...
i was 3 months along,
i wanted to tell you,
cause i was gonna start to show...
i thought i was being helpful,
so you weren't the last to know...
but you couldn't handle it...
you completely lost control...
you made me take my babies life...
unwilling to us both,
me,
and my babies daddy...

that is something ill never for give,
even tho your my own blood,
you made me lose another dimension of me,
and i AM going to hold a grudge