And your everything....

When he looks at me I see it in his eyes,
I see the disgust covered by the lies

When he talks to me I hear it in his voice,
The way he lies to me like he doesnt have a choice

When I look at him I know his feelings just arent there
No matter what I do I know he'll never care

When I see him with her my heart breaks a little more
Maybe I'm not meant to be loved but thats what I'm waiting for

I can't help but ask myself what is wrong with me?
Why do I have to change who I am just to be seen?

I see you everyday and I long for every word
So why won't you see me and why can't I be heard

Why can't I get your attention, your the one I need the most,
Why can't I get your love, why to you am I just a ghost?

This is what I get for falling again, I can't get you out of my head,
To me you are my everything, But to you I'm already dead

Samantha
Written in Blood